I seem to be in one of those moods where I just don’t feel like being social. I haven’t posted here in a wicked long time, and even That Other Blog of Mine hasn’t seen anything since Week 3 of NaNoWriMo (Reader’s Digest version: I won). Not too sure what’s causing this — could be internal factors, could be everything else — but yes, I’m alive.
So let’s see what’s shaking in Cas’ world:
NaNoWriMo 2010
There will be a post sometime this week about this on That Other Blog of Mine, but yes, I did manage to finish on Monday the 29th. Well, “finish” — I hit 50,000 words, and I’m about 75% done all the stories. In fact, the only story I did manage to complete was the psycho crack story, which NO ONE will ever see (I’m that embarrassed about it). However, my drive to finish it all went down the crapper, so who knows when that’ll get done.
Cas Can’t Drive
Nearly got into an accident on Friday. Let’s just say that I was trying to move over four lanes, and if the white car behind me in the next lane over hadn’t slowed down, Id’ve smacked right into them. I just can’t see anything in that stupid blind spot and it’s really disturbing me. I’m sorry, mister/miss driver in that car.
I mostly posted that here because I needed to confess somehow.
Eris Is Sick
Eris is in the vet hospital today (and she’s been in and out since Friday). Same thing as before. There’s a new food the vet and I want to try which is supposed to do wonders for her condition, but we can’t do anything until she’s cleared up.
She seemed okay on Saturday, but Sunday she was bloated up like a balloon… Anyways, bottom line, the treatment on Friday didn’t work, so I think they’re going to put her under today and, um, scoop out.
Cas Is Sick
In other news, the sun rises in the east. Yes, I’m sick again, and Mr. Cough has been plaguing my existence for the last two weeks. I’m at the stage of the game where I might as well eat cheap food since it’ll come out the wrong way before bed. Worse, half my Cotridin went down the drain because I dropped the bottle, and the other half is tainted with water. Awesome.
I feel drained, stressed and constantly on edge… possibly because of the Cas Can’t Drive incident, possibly because of Eris, possibly because of this sickness, or a combination of everything. I daresay that I’ve been getting panic attacks, which falls in the Really Not Good™ category…
Oh, and after getting sick on Saturday night, I now have these really big bags under my eyes, and they’re peppered with red dots. I usually get that if I cry a lot, and it usually goes away after a day… still there today, though.
Cas Loves FFXIV
I managed to get ALC 27 and TAN 9 this weekend on Jenis, and Soreas is a hair away from MRD 20. However, I’m finding myself not having to THINK while playing, which isn’t really good… hope it’s not a sign I’m getting bored with it.
Cas Has Hope for FFXI?
The big patch is out and the level cap is 90 now. Ugh. I’d given up on levelling, but what I’m hearing is that Dominion seems to be the key to getting level 90, at least for me (who doesn’t like 18-man, 9-hour long Abyssea parties where you can’t even take a piss). I still have my doubts, but it’s a hell of a lot more hope than I had a month ago. We’ll have to see what goes on…
Current Mood:
Distressed
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